A Reflective Post

This really should be something i should type at the end. But this blog is just full of 'events' rather than my true feelings. I can't hold this back. I don't want to go home. Mum, Dad, Emma i love you all so very much. But this experience has been the best thing that has every happened to me. This really has been the time of my life. I'd like to thank Grandad and Annette for their complete support and encouragement for making me do it. There were times when i didn't think i could do it, but your never ending encouragement made me go on. I did this for me, to escape the quiet, shy, elusive girl i was, to build confidence in myself. Whilst i'm not a fully reformed person, i've deffinately changed. I feel like a different person over here. I have my friends all around me. That's another thing, the people i've shared this experience with have made it what it is, Helen, Emma, Sarah, Amy, Richard, Priscilla, Max, Jonathan, Chrysann etc this simply wouldn't have been what it is without them.
I'm feeling depressed to go home. I'm looking forwrad to Christmas and telling everyone about what i got up over here, but i'll be honest, i don't want to go back. I don't want to go back to a University which makes me feel stupid, i don't want to go back to a place where my friends aren't a second away (!!).
Really, like Emma (sister) said, this is just the beginning. My life begins now. I've experienced this, i've become a new person, and now i can go out into that crazy world and try to get by.
This lifestyle will be missed.
This has been the best experience ever ever. Thank you to my family for your support and love. Thanks to Grandad and Annette for your encouragement (and the plane tickets!!). And most of all thank you to all of my friends over here, and everyone at the international office. It isn't the country, it isn't place, it's YOU guys which have this experience what it is.